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Lonely

Lonely walk

Lonely walk between two worlds

quite lonely


Embedded in a steady community,

a new world breaks upon me.

For myself absolutely unexpectedly

and for the moment unfathomably,

I slowly realise what happens with me and round me.


I would have counted so on many things, but not with it.

I thought which throws me nothing so fast from the road, I have wandered.

SO LARGELY, SO INCREDIBLY I might never experience it

and have also not expected it.

It flatters my ego, my soul and allows to overrun my heart before luck.


I feel younger than I am.

Ready to give everything, I agree however, thus a lot.

With the thought fall asleep of it and with the same thoughts wake,

I am glad about every new day.

However, the more I agree and the more I give,

we to me more and more consciously which

I cannot live in two worlds at the same time.


Brooding, insecurity, desperation spread. Rob me of the sleep.

There are the dreams which become true,

nevertheless, otherwise, only in the fairy tale.

Do fairy tales also become even today true?

Thus it cannot go on. A decision must like here and is.


Cut the umbilical cord from one world

add around himself to the other world completely.

Yes, this is the purpose.

Only does not go from today on morning,

but the way is the purpose.

The way is exhausting and more than stony.

The light at the end of the tunnel lets me hold out.


On the way once walked, there is nobody back more.

And there happens the unfathomable one.

If I believed, nevertheless, the words which I heard and so promisingly sounded.

Solved by one world, the other broke down.

Now around the number of the days which I might become younger

around the number during years I am aged.

In one world I do not belong any more and the other has stopped to exist.


Lonely among people? Does this go?

Oh yes, if one does not belong to it any more.

Are glad about the next day? For what?

Nevertheless, he brings only disappointing pain.

Fall asleep and no more wake would be so nice.


Lonely walk

Lonely walk between two worlds.

Quite lonely!

 

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